chaoticwaltz

Happy 2018! My laptop's back from repairs (which is why I vanished for a couple months) and I'm gonna have a year of positive mental attitude.

I'm not at the mercy of my mental health. Anyway, infinitywaltz already said everything I wanted to say in their journal so go read that and pretend it's me. 

Peace out.

[Rules]

▪️ Write the rules in your journal entry if you are tagged. (wasn't tagged but doing it anyway -- stole the questions from infinitywaltz )

▪️ Write 13 things about yourself.

▪️ Answer 13 questions made by the person who tagged you, and make your own 13 questions. (yeah may or may not bother with my own questions tbh)

▪️ Don't say "You're tagged if you read this"

[13 Facts About Me]
1. I'm a transgender man.
2. Writing is a passion of mine, and I like to think I'm pretty decent at it. I hope to one day be a published author, and I have a bunch of novels in the works.
3. I also hope to one day develop games with my qpp, Kit ( aka infinitywaltz )
4. I'm actually borderline. I've lived with BPD for over ten years now, and it's not getting any easier, but I'm getting there (hopefully). So this 13 facts thing is really difficult because I don't really know who I am, lol.
5. I have literally hundreds of OCs and I'm always making more. I will never stop.
6. I was born in England, and I've lived here since.
7. I seriously struggle with depression, anxiety and OCD, and I wish people IRL would take that more seriously instead of telling me I'm not trying hard enough, or that I'm being silly.
8. My favourite animals are rabbits, bats, owls, snakes and corvids. 
9. Although realistically it's hilariously impractical, my favourite fictional weapon is a scythe.
10. Lady Grey is my all time favourite kind of tea.
11. I'm an Aquarius.
12. My Hogwarts house is Slytherin.
13. I can roll my tongue and twist it both left and right.


[13 Questions ~ from infinitywaltz ]
1. What's your top three favourite video games?
Borderlands 2, Legend of Zelda either Ocarina of Time or Majora's Mask, and Tales of Symphonia.

2. If you could move anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Probably Ireland, or the Netherlands, because of better LGBT rights. Tbh though, realistically I wouldn't move anywhere. 

3. If you could be any supernatural creature (vampire, demon, etc) what would you be?
If we're going by Granite lore, then definitely a demon for their magical potential. Sadly I don't qualify for arcane mage.

4. What's the most comforting sound to you?
I could name a few sounds I find comforting, like rainfall and the crackle of flames... but tbh, the most comforting sound to me is probably infinitywaltz 's voice.

5. Who was your first ever OC?
An elf called Yaila, that I RPed in medieval-fantasy settings on Powerpets, the first pet site I was ever a part of. She had long, straight blonde hair with a pink streak, green eyes, white skin and wore a ragged forest green tube-top-and-shorts combo with no shoes (for some reason). I made her when I was like ten or eleven, I think. Back when our family first got our desktop computer. She was a terrible character, and I left her in the past haha. No remakes for that one.

6. What would your pokemon team be?
I really wanna say all ghosts. So for adequate coverage: Gengar, Spiritomb, Chandelure, Golurk, Decidueye, and Jellicent.

7. What RPG class would you be?
Rogue/assassin or whatever the equivalent stealth class is, always. If not that, then a dark magic user.

8. Earliest memory?
Stepping on a bee and then touching it to see if it was dead, and consequently getting stung. I was about three years old.

9. Favourite superhero? (or villain)
Fav superhero: Batman or Dick Grayson (Robin/Nightwing)
Fav villain: the Riddler

10. Favourite season?
Autumn

11. If you were given the opportunity to become fully immortal, would you? 
Only if infinitywaltz could be immortal with me. Otherwise, no. I'm terrified of death, but I couldn't handle outliving them ;;n;;

12. What's on your mind right now?
I should probably wake up Kit and do the dishes, but I don't wanna do the dishes.

13. What's your lucky number? B)
Five. Always has been, for some reason.


Can't be bothered to think of my own questions so I'm not gonna bother lmao.

Fun fact: Álmos and Brie love this song and sing along whenever it's on the radio.



I made this video this morning because I felt like it and to date it's the best thing I've ever done.

Álmos (guy on the left) is mine, and Brie (gal on the right) and Marcy (wait 'til the end of the video) belong to my beloved, infinitywaltz  


Posting this as a journal so it's easy to find again if people wanna rewatch.

Enjoy!

<sub>-- especially when it's Mal's company.

So it's one of my oldest and dearest OC's birthdays. Sylvarus Misenari (aka Sir Misery) is 129yrs young today~ And Malachy Isidore, his rival and secret lover, surprised him with a kidnapping, as he does. But this was no ordinary kidnapping, oh no! He's had to think outside the box this time because Misery expects to be kidnapped on special occasions. 

So this time, he kidnapped him WHEN HE WAS ALREADY KIDNAPPED. Woke him at 5am this morning all "happy birthday, have a double kidnapping" (to paraphrase). To Mal's credit, Misery did not expect to be nabbed whilst he was already in the process of being nabbed, so he actually got caught a little offguard. At least Mal gave him time to pack (a second time) so he could be spirited away from their domestic little holiday home in Italy to snowy mountains for the day (the view reminded him of his dear Sylvarus~).

So happy birthday to my favourite eccentric vampire terrorist (and secret romantic). 

I really don't draw him enough.</sub>


       
       


           
    

     
    
 
 

<sub>Be dead by 2018

update: still relevant</sub>